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soulmatism is phoenix only knowing miles for like 2 years in elementary school yet IMMEDIATELY knowing that something is horribly wrong when he sees miles in the newspaper years later being called a demon prosecutor
#ace attorney#phoenix wright#ace attorney trilogy#miles edgeworth#narumitsu#wrightworth#my stomach hurts thinking about them#like maybe it’s just me but i barely even remember the names of people i knew in fourth grade#the fact that phoenix kept trying to reach out to miles too??? for like??? fifteen years???#and never gave up and decided to go to law school to confront miles years down the line#it probably wasn’t his only reason for going to law school#But like. Come on#they are chained together by the red string of fate#AM I CRAZY FOR THIS#i just think i wouldn’t remember anyone from grade school the way that phoenix remembered him#Ok maybe this is ridiculous#Guys tell me im not the only one#this is soulmatism
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I've been thinking about that last conversation with Garrus before the final push in ME3 a lot lately.
I hadn't noticed it at first because the whole conversation makes me so sad to think about, but recently I realized that if not for the apocalyptic dread, Garrus being the one to suggest retirement would actually be comical. since day one he's been a workaholic, going from the calibrating the Mako to calibrating the guns in the battery the second he's recruited. even in the Citadel DLC, drunk off his ass, he somehow finds a way to work. he couldn't retire; he'd absolutely die of boredom. and honestly? I don't know if Shepard would be able to retire all that easily either. pair that with his follow up comment of turian-human babies, and I realize that this whole conversation isn’t so much of a promise for the future as it is him throwing out his final hail mary. he's listing things that sound more improbable than defeating the reapers to get her back on track and believe in winning this war. maybe it could be "I want a life with you even though I don't think we're going to get one," but that isn't what he's trying to do.
because you see the destruction. to get TO Garrus, you had to walk past a radio reporting 100% casualties in one sector. you know it's bleak, Shepard knows, Garrus knows. it's clear neither of them think they're getting out of there. hell, the whole reason he tries to cheer her up is because he's the one who brought up last chances. so he does what he's been doing all game and throws his final attempt at cheer at her with all he's got. it's his final push.
#mass effect#shakarian#garrus vakarian#femshep#mass effect 3#hi it's me again blog with ladybug icon posting my weekly meta that probably has been beat into the ground before#thinking about shepard and garrus literally makes my stomach hurt. how do you guys live like this. I've only known them for like 6 months#been pacing my home thinking about this all week so hopefully now i'll slow down on writing meta actually and finish writing fics instead#okay void take this away from me#mostthoughts
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blood dripped from Poseidon's mouth, red.
red.
the day they overthrew Kronos, child-eater (stomach acid crawling around them, after maw of teeth grazing his small, child body), his golden ichor bled red.
god blood, degraded into a mortal's.
the day Typhon, father of monsters (as big as their father was, as big as the Titans with sharp claws and teeth) ripped out Zeus' tendons, his blood was red.
Poseidon, god of the tides, son of Kronos, looked up at the dark shape stood above him, his own golden trident in his hand, the teeth like prongs drenched in red.
Odysseus is a mortal. was a human.
sharp webbed ears spread out on the side of their head, scales grew around their neck and arms, shining like a coral reef, illuminated by their growing red eyes, that were shrunken to slits.
Odysseus' teeth glinted in the lightning, showing their unnaturally sharp point.
monster.
#small snippet that i can't develop any further.#this is uh#Ithacan Naga AU#didn't mean to talk about Poseidon's probable trauma with Kronos but here we are. do you think particularly salty or poisoned water reminds#poseidon of stomach acid? do you think the original five olympians are closer knit with each other#from being eaten alive as a child and then growing up in a stomach?#do you think hestia is the goddess of family cause she was the oldest sister and had to care for the others the most? that hades find an un#ealthy comfort in the darkness of the underworld? How do you think stomach acid was for Poseidon; as god of the sea? if that was the closes#he could get to his domain in a /stomach/? The same with demeter? only chewed up food as the closest to agriculture?#do you think hera understood - somehow - that this hurt their mother?#sigh#and all and all Zeus was really only able to lead them so easily afterwards is cause they didn't /know/ what to do after they were freed?#/AND/ Zeus really isn't privy to any of it; cause of course he isn't (nor does he care to know).#didn't mean to rant with that but. yup. anyway#tbh i want to draw a part of this to show the webbed ears w/ head-wings so. yeah. maybe. i'm still getting used to my new drawing tablet an#my sketchbook fell in water a while ago and i've been frozen on how to deal with it. so. yeah.#anyway#600 strike#vengence saga#epic the musical#the vengeance saga#epic the vengeance saga#why do we have so many tags for the same thing ;.)#six hundred strike#odysseus epic#epic odysseus#odysseus#writing#poseidon epic#epic poseidon
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In an instance where the party met or had to deal with Mal du pays, I think they could theoretically do damage to it despite the fact that Siffrin could not. Specifically because I think, as Mal du pays is Siffrin's saddness/trauma taken form, that it would allow the party to hurt it. As I think that Siffrin would allow his loved ones to hurt him, as long as they stayed with him for a moment longer.
#Isat#In stars and time#Isat spoilers#isat mal du pays#isat siffrin#Since Mal du pays is a psychological effect of some sort it would stand to reason that cognition and how Siffrin views their relationships#Would lend an effect on how to beat or disarm it#Though I don't believe that the party would actually attack or hurt it. If it was before the bigfrin fight maybe but post canon no.#Even Odile post canon would probably refrain from harming Mal du pays on the off chance it hurts Siffrin#I think about Siffrin allowing their party to harm them btw. I think they'd let it happen. Makes me sick to my stomach#But I think they'd let it happen. Siffrin... He's not a healthy individual in game...
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yeah yeah s1ep2 shiguang having to share one bowl of noodles like the lesbians we've all heard of it.... ME HOWEVER im thinking about qiao ling rolling up to the photo studio at like 9pm in her jammies and face mask to steal cheng xiaoshi's food and then leave while humming a little song even as cxs starts whining at her
#link click#shiguang daili ren#jamie talks#txt post#thinking about it for too long makes my stomach hurt. in like a fun ''im physically ill over my interests'' way#they're so fucking siblings THEY'RE SIBLINGS IM SO CRAZY ABOUT THEM#ql literally so funny for that. peak sister energy radiating from that move#i think she posted a pic of the noodles on wechat moments and cxs IMMEDIATELY started rapidfire texting her abt it#cxs furiously tapping on his phone keyboard like ''EVIL WENCH!!!! MUST YOU TAKE EVERYTHING FROM ME!!!!!!!!''#and ql's only response is like Lol (silly bunny wechat sticker)
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ARCANE EPISODE 7!!!!
MY GOD I WASNT READY FOR ANY OF THIS!!! WHAT WAS THAT!!!
Also ekko wallpaper I got with my fries lmao
#OH MY GOOOD!!!!!! POWDER AND EKKO!!! AND BENZOOOOOO#ITS LITERALLY WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN OMGG!!!!! POWDER LOOKS SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭 IM CRYING ALREADYYYY#VANDER WITH A BUN!! AND EVERYTHING IS SO FULL OF LIGHT!!! HER EYES!!! MYLO LOOKS SO RIDICULOUS AKDJSK THIS GIRLAAA#“where would you be without her” WELL BUDDY IF YOU KNEW HOW HE IS WITH HER!!! VI IS DEAD????? OR SHE WAS TAKEN FOR THE INCIDENT!!!#LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID JAYCE!!! MY GOD!!! THE GEMS KILLED VI SO THEY JUST COMPLETELY PROHIBITED THEM!!! JAYCE IS IN JAIL PROBABLY!!#the fact we are seeing exactly why jayce should be sorry about what he has done.... and we are seeing him suffer because of it... cinema 🚬#also mel fading into viktor.... also has he realised how she manipulated him in the beggining??? there is so much stuff...#jayce eating contaminated animals and his wound being infected with the arcane too..... is that what will push him....#omg.... ekko likes powder so much... he apologised by painting actual adult vi portraits where the fallen are in his universe 😭😭😭#“she looks so badass” if you knew... is he gonna ask her to help him make hextech.... that is so sick and twisted....#also jayce hurting his leg loke viktor and having to use a cane and brace.... damn and you know whats worse..... that ekko could be like#this with the jinx of his universe IF ISHA HADNT DIED!!! AND IT IS BEACUSE OF JAYCE!! AGAIN!!!!! THIS MAN!!!!!#the drawing with the anomaly and the two men and the inifite symbol... we get it... jayce and viktor forever intertwined by fate....#powder is sensing something is off.... omg time travel..... THE LIMIT IS FOUR SECONDS AFTER HEIMERDINGER EPXLODED ALDHAKSHSKSJSOJSOSLS#i dont want a time travel ending.... if its done for plot to an extent is okay but idk about solving it all.... it makes it feel worhtless#claggor looks so fine its not even funny..... i cant wait to see what everyone thinks. WHERE IS THE LITTLE LADY bc hes called little man 😭#and vander with arm tattoos.... why did they hipster fied him.... he looks younger somehow ajdhakj he went from taking care of 4 kids to 3!#SILCO!!!! AND HE DID TRY TO KILL HIM!! ALSJAKSKAK Ekko just laighing at it.... girl i would be pissed STROMAE??? OMG POWDER!!!!#I JUST REALIZED THE PINK IN HER HAIR IS FOR VI!! AND HER JACKET!! AND A DRESS LIKE HER MOTHER'S!! CRYING!!! FULL BODY CHILLS!!!#CAN WE JUST PRETEND LIKE ITS THE FIRST TIME!!! I GAVE UP ON YOU!!! WHAT HAPPENED BACK THEN I NEED TO KNOW!!! IM SOBBING!!! EKKO!!!!#NOOOOOOO THE ANOMALY NOOOOO!!!! HEIMERDINGER NOOOOO!!!! AND THATS JAYCE!!! IS THAT MAGE VIKTOR???? the monkeys......#the vi toy with the out love song machine.... my god i wasnt expecting any of this i need to breathe i am stil tearing up my god#what a fucking punch in the stomach christ i cant breathe right akdhsksso#the credits saying the deries has benefited from a spanish tax rebate in the canary islands??? you're welcome i guess lmao#animation production carried out there and has ben collaboration with the Spanish gov... alright another win for perro sanxe#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2#watching this i dont think im ready for caitvi sex.... after reconciliation even like what will be of me.... now im scared#i am still scared bc idk what happened to jinx and vi and cait still... thats what worried me and boom!! ekko powder with the steel chair..
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The fact that it’s very plausible that jon and martin heard the words “I love you” more from each other during their last months on earth than they did in the entire rest of their lives is kind of sick to me.
#the magnus archives#tma#tma spoilers#tma podcast#martin blackwood#jonathan sims#jonmartin#jmart#like…..is this confirmed?? in any way??? well no#but based on the fact that Martin is outright hated by his mother and was abandoned by his father (+ his whole lonely thing)#and Jon’s whole deal with losing both of his parents and being raised by a slightly resentful grandmother#errrrrrrr#idk!!!#makes me ponder#also#to clarify#’sick’ in a positive sense#I love terrible horrible things that make my stomach hurt when I think about them
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it feels like theres something wrong with meeeee like i dont feel right something is wrong in my brain. it's all coming apart and I don't know why. im getting stupider and it feels like im six years old and I dont understand anything. like im not me. i dont knowwwww
#not in a DID way just.#like ive always felt like the *me* part is little and in my brain and my body is separate#it's doing its own thing that I'm not telling it to do.#it's not connected to me#and now it feels like the connection is loosening even more like#im saying things but i didnt think about saying them beforehand#and my stomach always hurts and my shoulders and my back#somethings wronggggg
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The biggest casualty of the donghua reordering everything to be presented chronologically is that it completely misses out on the tummy hurt of going from the chapter that ends with this scene from the sunshot campaign
To the next chapter being back in the present time and starting off with this scene
#mdzs#wangxian#things i want to try drawing in comic format i guess#these two scenes are seared into my brain permanently#I've been thinking about them every other day since i first read mdzs#wangxian makes my stomach hurt
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Why not combine them? You could post about MineDai eating pasta! Does Mine bulk with pasta? Does Daigo have a favorite pasta dish? Do they cook it together for a date night? Does Daigo even know how to boil water?? (Genuinely if you have any interest in posting about this please do, would read)
mine could, in fact, be the one who makes daigo pasta with a lil olive oil and salt and parmesan youre right ......
#snap chats#in MY world anyway ......#posts that inspired me to stop playing fps games to eat pasta instead <- im playing again later with my brother#bulking with pasta tho ..... im built like a cool stick you find in the forest but i love having pasta after a midday run ...#maybe not as a Meal meal but a quick meal just to have something afterwards yk#though would that not be lunch .... pasta lunch ... not a terrible meal for lunch actually...#idk i dont really eat lunch. unless that IS lunch.... idk dont ask me about the specific dietary habits of characters i dont eat#i dont imagine daigo has a favorite pasta dish- not that he doesnt like pasta its just not something he has strong opinions on#spaghetti's always a safe choice isnt it .... omg jollibees spaghetti ... i dont think he's had any but i just want JB spaghetti now ...#im full on pasta actually my stomach hurt <- just ate / contradicting 'i dont eat' statement#i cant imagine daigo and mine cooking together. maybe its because the thought of someone cooking with me makes me want to kill them#like im literally trying to cook here get out of the WAY. mine would be more nice of course he'd just have daigo wait if he was cooking#i should draw something with that .. i see it clearly. .. one day.#i just think itd be nice if daigo Wnated to help and insisted on it but mine's Deadass this time like. Go Away. Respectfully.#daigo'd prob joke about helping but then he gotta get hit with the Im Serious tone and now he's laughing while he walks away#like FIIIINNNEE WHATEVER guess he wont get the chairmans help <- the kitchen will not be burned down now#thats hyperbolic. moving on#youre right anon with the power of my mind i can make anything about my day related to minedai#i will be abusing this power indefinitely
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I've been replaying Far Cry 6 & I'm doing that thing in RDR2 where I'm extending the amount of time you spend in the game so you can enjoy being around Sean, Lenny, & Hosea. but it's Jonrón and El Tigre in this case.
#my thoughts#far cry 6#far cry 6 Jonrón#far cry 6 el tigre#far cry 6 dani rojas#I'm still not over their deaths. it felt so crude & abrupt#esp bc we didn't spend enough time w them or the other characters for that matter#rip Jonrón & El Tigre - you would have been better utilized in literally any other game with in-depth writing (ex. Tomb Raider & GTA)#nah it still irks me bc El Tigre was a father figure Dani never had & Jonrón seemed to have a mutual crush on Dani#it makes my stomach hurt thinking about it. their deaths felt so cheap. esp Jonrón#ranting#rdr2#red dead redemption two#red dead redemption 2
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[ She moves through moonbeams slowly
She knows just how to hold me
And when her edges soften
Her body is my coffin ]
Sometimes I wonder how Chaewon has to look back on all of her choices that led her to her current path. Isn't it ironic how the same hands that used to heal and soothe, now are bruised and caked with blood? I feel like it'll hit her especially hard after a particularly rough cleansing ceremony she has to officiate. What would her past self think, if she knew this is how she would end up? Anyways, Love Me Dead by Ludo is such a Chaewon song.
Used ref. by KGA Art Class
#mystic messenger#mysmes#mysme#mm#rika kim#kim rika#mystic messenger rika#rika x oc#rika x cmc#oc chaewon lee#rika x chaewon#finally something i can put in the tags??? wild#anyways this is my last (and most ambitious tbh) piece of last month#yes i'll be finally posting my ray fic later this week lmao#y'know chaewon is always there for rika to cling to when she needs it but#i wonder if that desperate embrace feels suffocating to her at times#it's all she has ever wanted#to be the one for rika to hold and to seek safety in#yet when she gets it#all she feels is a sickening knot in the pit of her stomach#UGH i love tragedy#rika also often wears chaewon's shirts when it's just the two of them in the night#the irony of chaewon being a former nurse that is now actively using her skills to hurt people is one i love to think about btw
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my aunt and uncle came to the us to vote because they didn't trust that their expat ballots would be counted and i really appreciate that they did that and at the same time my uncle seemed really perplexed when I said I was nervous about the results.
#they haven't lived here for 20 years and they haven't experienced what's happened i guess and like#trump is repellant to them and they're excited to vote for kamala but at the same time it's kind of detached for them#it's hard to explain the horrible heavy dead feeling of the day after 2016 election in DC just thinking about it makes my stomach hurt#i don't think we're impacted worse than anywhere else but there is a certain impact being the actual city where it all goes down idk#it's an oppressive vibe#and then i guess yeah right there was that whole attack on the capital lol almost forgot that in that case we *were* impacted more than#other us cities we were literally attacked by violent zealots#people don't understand that there are residential neighborhoods right behind the capital building and all of those places were locked down#and terrified
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I DO NOT WANT TO MAKE UKULELE MUSIC BUT IT IS WHAT I HAVE.
#random thoughts#AND IF I AM PIGEONHOLED INTO THE STEREOTYPICAL TRANSMASC MUSICIAN BOX I SHALL EAT YOUR EYES OUT.#there's piano too. and there will be whispering. and screaming. and various other sounds.............#would like to be more like the people who inspired me to make music (will wood stomach book malice mizer) but i guess i have to make do.#with my shit. oh well.#there are going to be so many sounds. 39 specifically is going to have subliminal messaging. and you might get some. insect noises in samsa#you can guess why for both of those. (how revealing!!)#also i feel like 39 should have a music video but i don't have anything to do it with. ):#i hope that ONE DAY my music shall exude. vampiric dissociative death spiral. a creature at the heart of the forest screaming secrets#but also just a boy who is tired of pretending at the end of it all. track 09 is just so intensely that.#i think my favorite song on the album is 39. which is ironic because it's about the one thing i don't tell people.#but it's so good i don't know. visceral. reflective of my style perhaps ?#there's a ticking metronome in the background that penetrates your ears and hurts you ! ! ! ! !#and i don't bother trying to be poetic. i use my long and tangled words and i make them vulgar and violent.#i also like affections & apologies because it's the opposite. it's sweeter. most importantly it's for ciel. that's what matters. {:#afterwards i plan on releasing a song composed entirely of poetic nonsense.
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Hanging out with the bestie is scream laughing about funny/cringy shit we did when we were in middle school, then immediately after talking about why we feel unlovable lmao
#not snz#the duality of man fr lmaooooo#my stomach literally hurts from laughing so much#and then we goddamn were like 'anyway there's something wrong with me on the romance department'#amazing ahdkakslal#no bc I'm fucking weird like#whenever i like someone it's just kinda for fun#like it's not serious and i don't want it to go anywhere i just like having a little crush i guess#idk how to explain it but it seems nice in my head i just don't wanna fr date them?? but it's nice to imagine???#but the second i find out they like me it's over and done and i don't like them anymore#like no absolutely not it can't be real#i literally have no idea why I'm like this#it's fr just a celebrity crush but with my friends#i don't get it#like yeah i absolutely should like them in theory and want to date them#like i know anyone else in my position would be so happy their crush liked them back#but for me i hate it like it ruins the whole thing bc i don't actuslly wanna date them?????#genuinely no clue what's wrong with me that makes me panic and frantically try to press the backspace button when my crush likes me back#but that's why i don't have a partner LMAO#idk maybe my person feels safe bc it's technically not a real relationship and therefore it's safe#whatever I'm too tired to deal with this but just know there's something so fucking wrong with me#also i know i was literally just talking about this like a day ago but I'm still think about it#like fr what is wrong with me someone tell me what flavor of fucked up i am that I'm like this lmao
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starting a prayer circle to manifest maria miller having a safe and easy pregnancy does anyone else want to join. we practice the religion of loving maria and follow closely along with the joel and maria best friend agenda. first meeting is this thurday
#pregnancy is quite literally my biggest fear#im so scared for her#thinking about it makes my stomach hurt#steeb i saw ur tags about pregnancy compilations and now im just 😭😭😭#forGET WHAT I SAID ABOUT GIVING THEM TWINS THAT COULD KILL HER#TLOU HBO WRITERS LOOK AWAY#tlou#tlou hbo#maria miller#joel and maria best friend agenda#tlou 2
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